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♥ Hello there! My name is Mindy and I am a 24 year old wannabe blogger from the Philippines. I have been blogging on and off for about 13 years. This is a PERSONAL blog where you will find my random musings and thoughts.
Unsent Letters
/ Thursday, December 15, 2016 /
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Here are a bunch of thoughts I've been having the past year in "letter form" to some people that I could never really say to them personally. I'm not going to address them specifically but if you think you know who they are addressed to, let me know in the comments. ;) Oh and PS. I wrote most of these letters at 4 in the morning during some of my insomnia nights. HE HE HE
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+++ What we had was toxic but I don't regret anything about the experience. It was fun while it lasted. I'm sad it took me this long to see who you truly are. My heart doesn't feel as heavy anymore and I'm glad I stood up for myself this time and cut you out. The only way I could do that was to ignore you completely. And that is what I did exactly. Sorry if I had to ignore you every single time you tried to reach out. It was just to late to repair things and I had already made up my mind about us. I'm not bitter or anything. I'm just really glad that it's all behind us.
+++ I don't know you anymore and I don't think I want to start knowing you again anytime soon. It's weird seeing you like this because you've changed so much. And don't get me wrong, I am all for your change but sometimes I can't help but wonder if you're truly okay with where you are right now because I know how "dark" it can get for you. After everything that has been said and done, I can't help but be a little concerned for you. I really hate that about myself.
+++ This whole situation is all sorts of complicated and we both know that. The circumstances are weird but I'm glad we have our little understanding of how things should be.
+++ Thanks for always being there when I have "adulting/life problems". I know you get them too and I love talking about them with you because it makes me feel sane again. Like everything is completely normal and maybe a mental breakdown isn't really necessary. Hahahaha! We rarely see each other but I'm glad nothing changes when we do. I'm happy that you've stayed in my life for this long.
+++ I told you my deepest darkest secret and you judged me. You tell me things and I support you. The only reason why I even opened up and told you was because I thought that you wouldn't judge me. That is what surprised me and what's done is done. So this is where we are, awkward conversations none of us want to have. We grew apart. Life happens. It just sucks that it has come to this.
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